I haven't been 'active' here in like 6 months or more, only checking my subscriptions and not even checking member chat anymore(unless to make a thread or two etc).
What's goin on with everyone here?
I'm currently half a week into what's looking like it's gonna be a 4 week annual leave/break/holiday for me. Still on the dome, hopefully i can get takeaway for my dome for 2 days a week, so at least i can go away for the weekend or something without being chained to go to my local pharmacist daily.. but you gotta do what you gotta do. Gotta stay clean for 3-5 days at least, and yeah, let's just say i've been procrastinating on that somewhat but ill get it done this week since i have started my leave and don't have any extra pressure or worries related with work for the next month or so.. which is good, because i always tend to get more depressed and 'bad' or 'wild' ta this time of year(xmas/new years etc). But this year, the difference is that i will hopefully NOT be celebrating in the usual way, but if i can get 2 days takeaway for my methadone, then i will maybe go on a hiking trip, probably by myself(since i probably don't have any friends who can or is willing to go on a weekend hunting trip on such short notice when we've never normally gone hunting or done any outdoors shit before in our lives etc.. lol
Have really gotten on well with my parents, especially my mom, but of course, i always have had a better relationship with her than with my dad, but i've even managed to make 'progress' with him(without letting his negative attitude affect me at all, or as least as possible for those of you guys who have heard about my ultra conservative dad who's never wrong before.. just think about it like this, in our discussions, i am on the ANTI-CHINA side, while he is PRO China. So don't think i can't play your game or dunno what it's like.. trust me, i know haha)
Anyway, might look for another job during my 4 weeks leave, since doesn't seem like i'm gonna get pay rise or move up or have any kind of real future at this current job/company. They are just too 'small'. Dun wanna deal with that nonsense anymore, rather work for a big business that does everything by the books and has 'union' involvement, compared to the pay that my IDIOT dad is making, i'm basically working for slave labor and my dad could of easily been promoted to like machine operator(like 40 dollars an hour at LEAST), but he just can't read/write english good enough. OMG. Such a fucking waste, but yeah. If i work for bigger company with bonuses n shit like that, then at least i can move up and have good job security since big companies with 1000+ employees don't just 'close' because the owner ran off or whatever.. even if he does, the gov usually has to bail the employees out and do someshit about this 'travesty'.
No more bullshit boys, the new ex0 is all about the money, fuck being a nice guy anymore. Wait and see, i'll come visit you guys in fucking luxury class with fucking hot ass dumb bimbo slut bitches hanging off both arms if that's what impresses plebs easily these days.. and of course, i would have the requisite security team/bodyguards to make as big of a fuss as possible while security the area 100% of course. Fuck this shit, i had enough.
Anyone else feel me bros? Share ya thoughts about life and have a drink with me in this thread and talk to me. I'm also working out atm and drinking shots of henny slowly.. and prob gonna have cones, so if i KO don't blame me haha. Let me know what you guys been up to, and what you think about the state of affairs n shit atm, and please, keep it real. I don't give a fuck about bullshit, gimme the real shit.
I've pretty much 'found myself' in terms of where i stand on pleasing my parents vs following my dreams(since it went against my parents), which was my main dillemma in life.. but that's pretty much been resolved so a huge obligation/burden has been taken off me due to my mother and her understanding me personally.. and even though my dad doesn't, i can put up with it as long as he doesn't kick me out and leaves the house to me when he inevitably 'carks' it.. ;)
Not having to worry about a roof over your head or a 40 year mortgage is FUCKING BRILLIANT BROS, can't tell you how much happier/content i've been since then.. now i'm free to run fucking wild and pursue my goals 100%. Get ready for some fun times boys(and girls).
Oh yeah, one of my close friends 'acquaintance' died yesterday, and also the block of shops that i normally delivery to regularly(like once a week) has also burnt down this morning. So yeah, 2016 has been a good year so far, glad that i don't have to work or do fuck all for the rest of it except relax and do wtf i want, which is probably get away just by myself to the bush somewhere, go camping and have a bottle or 2 of red wine, a slab, and bottle of henny along with some frozen meats(incase i dun catch fuck all or i prefer lamb etc to fish after im drunk lol).
But yeah. What you guys all got planned for Xmas/New yrs, or any of you on break already, like i am? :Chat with me mother fuckas before i get too drunk/stoned.
What's goin on with everyone here?
I'm currently half a week into what's looking like it's gonna be a 4 week annual leave/break/holiday for me. Still on the dome, hopefully i can get takeaway for my dome for 2 days a week, so at least i can go away for the weekend or something without being chained to go to my local pharmacist daily.. but you gotta do what you gotta do. Gotta stay clean for 3-5 days at least, and yeah, let's just say i've been procrastinating on that somewhat but ill get it done this week since i have started my leave and don't have any extra pressure or worries related with work for the next month or so.. which is good, because i always tend to get more depressed and 'bad' or 'wild' ta this time of year(xmas/new years etc). But this year, the difference is that i will hopefully NOT be celebrating in the usual way, but if i can get 2 days takeaway for my methadone, then i will maybe go on a hiking trip, probably by myself(since i probably don't have any friends who can or is willing to go on a weekend hunting trip on such short notice when we've never normally gone hunting or done any outdoors shit before in our lives etc.. lol
Have really gotten on well with my parents, especially my mom, but of course, i always have had a better relationship with her than with my dad, but i've even managed to make 'progress' with him(without letting his negative attitude affect me at all, or as least as possible for those of you guys who have heard about my ultra conservative dad who's never wrong before.. just think about it like this, in our discussions, i am on the ANTI-CHINA side, while he is PRO China. So don't think i can't play your game or dunno what it's like.. trust me, i know haha)
Anyway, might look for another job during my 4 weeks leave, since doesn't seem like i'm gonna get pay rise or move up or have any kind of real future at this current job/company. They are just too 'small'. Dun wanna deal with that nonsense anymore, rather work for a big business that does everything by the books and has 'union' involvement, compared to the pay that my IDIOT dad is making, i'm basically working for slave labor and my dad could of easily been promoted to like machine operator(like 40 dollars an hour at LEAST), but he just can't read/write english good enough. OMG. Such a fucking waste, but yeah. If i work for bigger company with bonuses n shit like that, then at least i can move up and have good job security since big companies with 1000+ employees don't just 'close' because the owner ran off or whatever.. even if he does, the gov usually has to bail the employees out and do someshit about this 'travesty'.
No more bullshit boys, the new ex0 is all about the money, fuck being a nice guy anymore. Wait and see, i'll come visit you guys in fucking luxury class with fucking hot ass dumb bimbo slut bitches hanging off both arms if that's what impresses plebs easily these days.. and of course, i would have the requisite security team/bodyguards to make as big of a fuss as possible while security the area 100% of course. Fuck this shit, i had enough.
Anyone else feel me bros? Share ya thoughts about life and have a drink with me in this thread and talk to me. I'm also working out atm and drinking shots of henny slowly.. and prob gonna have cones, so if i KO don't blame me haha. Let me know what you guys been up to, and what you think about the state of affairs n shit atm, and please, keep it real. I don't give a fuck about bullshit, gimme the real shit.
I've pretty much 'found myself' in terms of where i stand on pleasing my parents vs following my dreams(since it went against my parents), which was my main dillemma in life.. but that's pretty much been resolved so a huge obligation/burden has been taken off me due to my mother and her understanding me personally.. and even though my dad doesn't, i can put up with it as long as he doesn't kick me out and leaves the house to me when he inevitably 'carks' it.. ;)
Not having to worry about a roof over your head or a 40 year mortgage is FUCKING BRILLIANT BROS, can't tell you how much happier/content i've been since then.. now i'm free to run fucking wild and pursue my goals 100%. Get ready for some fun times boys(and girls).
Oh yeah, one of my close friends 'acquaintance' died yesterday, and also the block of shops that i normally delivery to regularly(like once a week) has also burnt down this morning. So yeah, 2016 has been a good year so far, glad that i don't have to work or do fuck all for the rest of it except relax and do wtf i want, which is probably get away just by myself to the bush somewhere, go camping and have a bottle or 2 of red wine, a slab, and bottle of henny along with some frozen meats(incase i dun catch fuck all or i prefer lamb etc to fish after im drunk lol).
But yeah. What you guys all got planned for Xmas/New yrs, or any of you on break already, like i am? :Chat with me mother fuckas before i get too drunk/stoned.